Never was it really a dream of mine to shine up bright. Though it was like a waterfall fallen on me, yet what else could it actually be. As in things beneath, things out of water be. Deep in the heart, grime of yesterday and the living of today’s nothing but an add up to the slate it used to be. Which of course, continue to be out of yesterday, and a day. For what’s gone through these days, a runner on thin ice that tends to always break. Sure it was a suffering of depression and a haze that I’ve not been able to see clearly. Yet I just got an idea to ideate on today. How come never has it popped up in my brain through the days. Any way, today it did, I never knew I could ever be significant anyway but I was. That I was covered in depression and did nothing till today to rule it away. How come was it miserable an Earth intake of things like a remorse display over nothing. And it was harsh ruling on me to be awake till this day though, I kept it today awake. And I’ve come to say, within great misery lies great relief. And from great misery comes then great relief and a life. So maybe I fought well against depression but really lacked the know of it. Anyways, that self-loathing really did it for me when it’s bright in the day for once and for all. Least to say, it gained the great strength I thought I was lacking, and it hurted me then so bad but never to say forever. Because that’s a false mistake. And may you forever then shine brighter each and every day. For you are a beast dear friend. That’s a message to self.